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Saturday, 23 June 2007

fleeting thots

quite a bit of random thots been floating thru my mind this wk in camp.. just penning down few here which i can [barely] rmb..

realise tt a person's education background really does make a lot of difference.. my current bunk has quite a gd mix of ppl - 4 JC guys, one 1985 guy and 3 86 guys.. poly, ite, tatoo... all also have.. but i guess it's this gd mix which allowed me to see things more clearly.. nope aint saying which is better or wat but seriously, u can tell tt the way of doing things are vastly different and their concepts/perceptions of certain issues differ alot too.. and somehow tt made me think back and look at the ppl arnd me - the frens i have arnd me and their education backgrnd.. i guess it really determines to a rather large extent their wavelengths and freq and how they look at things... perhaps tt's why sometimes thr'll be some misunderstanding, un-understanding and dis-understanding..

ahh originally had a few more thots on quite a few other issues but kinda lazy now..

one thing abt army is tt it has changed me quite a bit - my mum was citing the example of my eldest bro and how he always made his bed every morn ever since he enlisted.. well, and i told her tt certain things have changed and she didnt notice.. for my bro's case, it was a change in habit, sth outward in expression which was evident to my mum.. for my case, most of the changes have been internal - emotionally and mentally.. my perception of many issues have changed.. i've been shown time and again tt i may have thot i am like this but in reality, tt is wat i want myself to be and usually not the way i really am.. my attitude and way of doings wld have been different as well, and emotionally i'm able to become more detached now.. call it a higher percentage of rationality over emotions.. i feel/knw i have become more rational ever since i've gone into army.. it's obvious to myself esp in the way i think and do things.. hmm.. dun really knw hw to elaborate on this but seriously, i guess it's better now ba.. to be more balanced between the demands of my emotions and my rational mind.. i guess we all change, somehow..

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