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Monday, 28 September 2009

of childhood dreams and wishes..

Overheard my eldest bro talking to my sis at the dinner table just now, talking about G-shock and how it was pretty much the IN thing and THE thing to have back then when he was a kid. Now that explains his new watch ('cos I'm not a g-shock fan). Anyhows, he asked my sis what her childhood dream was.. and I thought about mine..

Recalling back to the past, I could never remember a time where I had really wanted something material. Well, at least not when I was a kid. As I grew older, I slowly entered the world of materialism (or explosively into the world of personal grooming, if you'd rather) and now I could name a thousand and one things that I would want to have. Well, figuratively at least.

Anyhows, I tried really hard to think of something that I had always wanted since young. Been thinking for a few hours now, all the way from dinner at 6+ till now. And somehow, there's only one word that kept popping out - love.

It was quite an unsettling outcome, but the more I thought about it, the more I seemed to agree. I wasn't craving so much for particular things that my parents would buy for me, but more for the love from my brothers and dad. Of course as I grew up, I came to understand that guys have their own unique way of showing their love and affection and I thank God for that as I came to understand how the dynamics work in my family. And then I started to crave for the love of my friends and then a relationship. It's pretty distraught-ing to talk about all these hear on a public cyber platform, considering that my friends and yes, even my family read all these. Still, I guess there's nothing wrong about me being ME (something, you know, booms), and I'm certain that everyone at some point in time would be craving for love and affection from their friends and hopefully a partner.

Don't wanna make this a seemingly emo post lest people think I'm a horribly unloved person. 'cos that's simply not true - with a family like mine, and with great friends around me, there's really nothing more that I could ask for. Or is there..?

02:10; The Pianist'

就让回忆停留、凝固吧。。。

可以做的，也已经做了。
想实现的，也已经落成了。
还真的是有一种莫名的解脱。

我想，生命最重要还是知足常乐。
继续固执、坚持，最终受伤的还是自己。

我知道，可以拥有昨天，是我想要的一种了结。

不知怎么的，张惠妹的解脱突然间在我脑海里响应了起来。

解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走
我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我

擦干了眼泪，是时间往前走了。

01:35; The Pianist'

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

dropping by..

Been some time since I last spent some time here. Just felt like popping by today, somehow. Don't have a proper topic in my mind to talk about either, so it's really just random movement of my fingers over the keyboard.

Let's see.. some common questions (and hence common answers) I get from people:
How's life? nothing spectecular, the usual, studying and stuff...
How's studies/school? not too bad, just trying to catch up with all the readings and slowly adapting to stuff..
Are you very stressed? stressful kindof but not till the extent where I can't cope - I guess it's positive stress that I'm experiencing, nothing I can't handle yet..

I realise I really can't do mundane posts anymore..

01:55; The Pianist'

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

small world..

It's always scary to think (and find out) that the world is such a small place after all. Well, not scary per se, but just a little more than just disconcerting. It gets a little unsettling when you see how everyone is linked to someone else, somehow. Ah, shall trail off here for now..

11:28; The Pianist'

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

That's why you go away - Michael Learns To Rock

The all-popular song which goes...

I won't forget the way you're kissing,
the feeling's so strong, were lasting for so long...

08:25; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;

~ice dragon~
edmund
twenty one
phpps tchs hci nus
bmt-b sispec-g eti-ep
npcc choir
piano

theLOVE;

violin
saxaphone
jazz
spiritual revival.renewal
books
lit
friends
love

theWISH;

personalised room
~~keyboard~~
~~games~~
~~books~~
love
guitar lesson
jazz piano lesson

theCHATTERBOX;

theESCAPES;

theHISTORY;

theCREDITS;

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