Week 1 was about getting used to having lessons again (and it didn't help that the modules this sem aren't particularly easy); week 2 was about getting used to having tutorials (and making time to prepare for them).

With that, I think week 3 has started on the right note :) Think I'm slowly getting the hang of the sem which is a great improvement from the previous 3 semesters. Still, there's UCF starting this week and many more random stuff along the way that will pop up. Holding on to His promises and His word.

在你爱里我要宣告，我软弱得改变，

在你爱里我要宣告你是王。

在你爱里我要宣告，我不在罪中打转，

是你带领着我得胜。

靠着耶稣得胜，靠着耶稣得胜，

终此生要靠着主爱去得胜。

靠着耶稣得胜，靠着耶稣得胜，

不必惧怕挫败，深知主恩更广阔，

是你带领着我得胜。

And that's why I could go to church on Sunday with smile, without my tired disposition (or at least for most part of the day), and that's why I could go to school today without the dreadful look.

Jiayou!

No last regrets,

I bow down before Your throne,

Your Majesty,

and Your righteousness reigns high.

But I'm a sinner through and through,

And I don't deserve Your grace.

You have loved me just the same regardless

I am free in You, precious King.

So many times,

So many lies,

So many tears I hide in me.

But You have taught me how

To trust in You

Having faith as small as peas

过去的一年实在不容易 - 许多的起起落落，后悔莫及，所谓一失足成千古恨。所幸神的恩典够用，总算平平安安的熬过了一年。人际关系、感情、友谊、学业、灵命：太多的选择，太多的错误。

收拾心情总是不简单的一回事。除了面对残酷的现实，接受过去的存在，更要鼓起勇气，挺胸走完接下来的路途。还真是谈何容易。也就这样，因为有了不健康的应对机制导致时间的浪费，蹉跎岁月。不仅如此，还傻傻地犯了大错，后悔莫及。之后，还很幼稚地草草了事，不多考虑就寻找另一途径转移注意力。尽管如此，还是十分感谢神让我经过这一切，因为这让我更珍惜我的性命、健康及周遭的朋友们，也从中学习了许多、从中了解到神的计划是完美的。

学业上也不都顺利。成绩不理想，尽管再怎样的拼也只不过如此。但只要做了最好，不管结果如何，我依知道谁掌管明天。

当然，2010也有不少成长成熟的机会。在学校的合唱团，神给于我不少的机会及挑战；在教会的少年团契，神教导我要谦卑虚己；在教会的合唱团，神给我看到他的能力无穷无尽。

展望新的一年，我确实感到害怕。有许多的责任托付在我的肩膀上，也有许多的挑战即将向着我横冲过来，也有许多现在不能预料的试炼潜伏其中。学校合唱团的压力，法律系的功课，青少诗班的提升，崇拜司琴的塑造，青少培训辅导的挑战，少年团契的策划。。。

但不管如何，我知道神的道路高过我的道路，神的意念高过我的意念。他的心里有蓝图，他的时间不错误，一步一步带领我前途。我也深知主的恩典够我用，他的信实何等广大。

愿2011年我能够更加体会神的同在！