thePIANIST

Monday, 26 November 2007

random tagg

1.Do the following WITHOUT complaint
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4.Start your post with; I have been tagged!
Tagged by: gracey

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: navy blue
Favourite Food: lots.. ban mian, spaghetti, pasta..
Favourite Movie: eternal summer
Favourite Sport: badminton, cycling, swimming
Favourite Day: weekends! :X
Favourite Season: winter
Favourite Ice-cream: errm.. island creamery?

CURRENTS
Current Mood: pensive, amused
Current Clothes: tshirt and shorts
Current Desktop:
Current Time: 1727hrs
Current Surroundings: living room - com in front, piano to the left, stack of unfolded clothes to the right, my bro on the phone with my sis
Current Annoyances: booking in later -.-

FIRST
First Best Friend: minjie
First Crush: ??
First Movie: lion king!
First Lie: i would be a genius if i could remember :S
First Music: err my mum's singing when i'm still in her womb?

LAST
Last drink: milo fuze
Last Crush: ants? crushed 'em with my fingers :P
Last Phone Call: amirul, asking me about ration indentment.. haha
Last CD played: civilisation IV! erm ok that's a dvd.. anyways..

HAVE YOU EVER....
Have you ever dated one of your good friends: have i ever even dated? :S
Have you ever broken the law: ermm.. invasion of privacy? haha
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever been on TV: erm yeah for a brief few seconds on superband.. jie hui actually saw me and asked me about it lah :/
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope

RANDOM
5 things you are good at: wasting time, being late, talking crap, smile, *stone*
5 Things you've done today: went to church, play civilisation, wiki, blog-surf, blog
5 Things you can hear right now: irritating motorbike engine sound, fan next to me, computer fan running, my brother's mouse-clicking behind me, my cough

did this out of plain boredom.. haha :X so not gonna tag anyone..

17:17; The Pianist'

Sunday, 25 November 2007

why..?

hmm.. why is it tt you are already back yet it feels as though you are still overseas...?

00:10; The Pianist'

Saturday, 24 November 2007

-_-

this wk has been a terribly long week with too many things i would have rather gone another way..

first it was booking out on saturday morning, then booking in on sat night itself, then guard duty on a sunday, without any rest on monday morning, then had to settle stores yet i didnt want to hold back the platoon too late coz i didnt want to destroy morale.. yet, i found myself asking myself whether this decision to let them rest before more things could be done was right.. whether i should have just hecked and chionged..

then tuesday was a horrible day before we moved off for exercise..wat with the slow movt of everyone and mood-less-ness of men and specs.. and then our dear fav had to come and show us so many things at the last minute.. granted, he has the knowledge and skills but seriously no EQ to think when's the best appropriate time to teach us all that..

exercise wasnt as gd as i had hoped, with ppl ignoring light discipline, sound discipline, basic discipline, self discipline and field discipline.. ahh enough said for the ex..

and aft the whole damn thing, it was irritating for the specs and frustrating for the platoon.. hmm too many things to voice it out here.. haizz..

it may not be the first time JY flared up and got so agitated, but it was definitely the first time i saw KH this hot, and certainly the first time i got so damned irritated i just couldnt function..

it was initially frustration coz everyth didnt go as smoothly as hoped, and then it became anger since the platoon was refusing to move and started showing attitude, but it all eventually ended as wat JY has said.. 心酸

不是因为不被了解、更不是因为作了那么多事而不被承认及感激、也不是因为有所亏欠；心酸是因为被诬赖没把自己当尽的本分做好，反而被指袖手旁观、明哲保身，不管他人的死活。

commanding respect; respecting command..

sgt shaw once said, if you start off as a bad guy and then slowly become the gd guy, ppl will like you.. but if you start off as a gd guy and then eventually turns into a bad guy, ppl will hate you.. tt' s how it is in tv programmes anyway..

ahh.. a few things to ponder abt this wkend i guess...

10:12; The Pianist'

Sunday, 11 November 2007

faith

the Christian faith is indeed one of dares..

many times i find myself faced with the choice of making a decision.. of whether i dare to trust and obey.. whether i dare to simply leave it all to God.. whether i dare to believe the apparent impossibility that forsaking my senses and going by His plan will be the best way..

and many a times, whether i dare to just wait and see how God will bless me..

but i'm still pretty much a teenager in terms of faith.. growing up somewhere, somehow yet not anywhere near maturiy.. my doubts are indeed uncountable..

i guess that faith is very much irrational.. many things dun really make sense - i nv understood why He would bother abt a wretched sinner like me who has repeatedly consciously gone against His word and go back to the same labyrinth of sin..

i wonder how jevon manages his faith, looking at his rationality..

i guess, there's just so much things for me to learn..

21:02; The Pianist'

Saturday, 10 November 2007

hmm?

i guess somethings i just won't understand ba..

10:22; The Pianist'

Sunday, 4 November 2007

长大？

原来也不过只是如此。

不知道是我在逃避，还是我真的已经摆脱了那个感觉。又或者是其他的事已经搞到我麻木了。

不管怎么样，我感到害怕。不只是现在的暂时，或暂时的现在，而是上一次就开始了。这种害怕我恐怕是一种熟悉的感觉 - 一种几年前就有着的害怕。

寻找了多时，最终也可以算是找到了吧。但现在要我就这样重新再找，说真的，凶多吉少。

生命不就是这样吗？动不动就有个小变，时不时则有个大变。

也许这个大变对我也好。就完全改变了我做人的观念及价值。

害怕，又能怎么样呢？还是早点习惯、早点适应好。

但愿我真的长大了。

14:58; The Pianist'

Friday, 2 November 2007

Men before self. pretty much sums up my policy as a spec..

others before self. pretty much sums up my policy in life..

but then it dawned on me, is it worth it?

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

finally, this week is over.. been waiting for this for so long, yet when it has finally arrived, i somehow feel a sense of.. heck-ness..

ahh hate it when my mood swings into this whole can't be bothered mode..

but i really freaking can't be bothered..

perhaps it's been too long, perhaps i've given up already, or simply perhaps i've resigned to the fact tt life will just be like tt..

jaded and disillusioned - two adjectives i had hoped nv to make it into my vocab..

19:31; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;

~ice dragon~
edmund
twenty one
phpps tchs hci nus
bmt-b sispec-g eti-ep
npcc choir
piano

theLOVE;

violin
saxaphone
jazz
spiritual revival.renewal
books
lit
friends
love

theWISH;

personalised room
~~keyboard~~
~~games~~
~~books~~
love
guitar lesson
jazz piano lesson

theCHATTERBOX;

theESCAPES;

theHISTORY;

theCREDITS;

host: blogger
brushes : x
picture: x x
designer: Winter min