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Saturday, 16 June 2007

updates

realised i hav been posting random posts and expounding random thots here such tt i haven toked abt my life for a really long time..

hmm ok so finally i've been to eti-stw and hey, it's really quite fun lahhh i guess, in a different way definitely tho.. dealing with lotsa new stuff and explosives/mines kinda thing which needs my brain to function which haven really been the case for the past 5 mths.. gotta admit tt i am still really blur at times :X hmm the regimentation is strict and seriously for me, it's kinda worse than bmt in certain ways.. hehh okok shant tok so much here.. can come ask me if u wanna knw.. and oh yeah, my buddy's benjamin... wonder how many benjamin-s i knw alr... hehh.. got quite a few in my hps and some whose number i dun have, i.e., prisch and secsch frens..

and as for those wondering abt my post-ns life, i.e., uni studies.. im accepted for nus law and currently appealing for medicine.. haha.. aiya it's a whole long story and lotsa considerations/things done.. hmm just pray tt He continue to guide me and allow me to accept all tt He has for me..

ok lately lotsa ppl been wanting to meet up, esp since the second batch of bmt guys have just POP-ed so are really quite free.. 05s70, sec sch frens, choir frens, ns frens, church ppl... but somehow most of the time i just cant ba, coz of my schedule and everyth... rawrrrrs.. shall see how best i can find when my schedule allows me kkk?? to all those out thr who organised outings and i cldnt make it, a big sorry!!! will try to see how best i can make it the nxt time round or sth kk?? dun give up on me! haha...

hmm been feeling the distance with Him for some time now.. like i'm unclear wat plans He has for me, just some feeling of insecurity in me.. it's like a sudden sense of panic and fear which gripped me, making me feel lost and direction-less.. ok i cant say i totally have no idea the reasons behind my sudden lack of confidence/faith in Him but it just takes some time to accept, change, and then move on..
有时我会怕，有时不知怎样走，有时好像听不到你声音

sometimes, in life, a particular incident or action or phrase can actually reminds u of another person or event.. it's somehow like a link tt's formed... permanent or not, tt's hard to say but just tt sometimes when such correlation are formed, it's just not tt easy to get it out of ur head as the reminder just keeps coming.. it's semi-weird and semi-disturbing at times i guess..

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