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Friday, 7 September 2007

convoluted rantings..

someone once said i have no life.. well, yes and no..

alison once said that church is my life..

hmm, considering i spend mon to fri in camp, and then sat meeting up with church peeps either solomon knights or iloveegg, or go for tuanqi, and then sun whole day in church... and then feeling guilty not spending time w my fam so deciding to spend my time at home if nth else is on esp on fri.. i guess indeed, yes and no to having no life..

i've always believed that there is no one indispensible in this world.. so whenever i think of church and my class, i just wonder when will come the time for me to put down and let go.. i once said before tt i am ever oh-so-protective of my class and gave my reasons for tt, but 10 yrs down the road, i cant be the only one who's cracking my head here and there, now and then.. not saying tt thr's no one bothering coz tt is so not true but just.. certain things i dun exactly knw how to say..

but i guess some things we just cant let go so easily.. it takes a lot of conscious effort to continuously force yourself to do sth against your own will, to coerce yourself to act in a manner you would rather not.. but i guess tt's whr the term 'necessary evil' comes abt..

i wanna play the piano.. i wanna be able to play it well again.. and quit commenting tt my piano skills are gd..

ohcrap, i am so gonna go on a shopping spree tmr..

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