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Saturday, 15 September 2007

picking up the broken pieces..

today went out with dad and mum for dinner... treated them to cartel at imm.. it's always nice to just be able to sit down with my parents and chat abt random things which dun really matter the nxt minute.. things talked abt were so insignificant that i can no longer rmb anyth, yet it was the process of spending time tgt tt really mattered..

bought a pair of pants and also a pair of shoes as well aft dinner.. thanx mum! :)

-tmr's MAF, wonder who i'll see in sch..

-haiz.. why is unit life back to the petty game of politics..

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ok so today onwards i'm gonna try to pick up the broken pieces of my psychological world and paste them back tgt, to as best as i can to be pleasing to the Lord.. it's not gonna be an easy process esp since He has shown me recently that indeed, many a times we are afraid of facing up to the truth and confessing our misdeeds because of fear... fear of shame, fear of the truth, fear of having to live a [tough] lifestyle in accordance to His will instead of gg thru each day led by our desires..

i knw i need to trust in Him, but tt calls for absolute faith in Him... but, aft so many things, i dun even knw if thr's ever someone, or some'thing' i can trust 100%.. i dunno.. really dunno..

time to stop ruining my life and pick up the pieces before they are shattered into bits and fines.. i will need help along the way, reassurance along the way, the possibility of hope; yet, apart from these general vague ideas, i really have no idea exactly wat help i need..

as i said before.. help me, someone.. pls.. but, i duno wat you can do to help..

now i'm banking on time... and God..

may the Lord Himself nv give up on me.. pls...

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