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Saturday, 16 August 2008

others before self

To put others before self, to think from people's point of view. Don't be selfish dude, don't be selfish.

To live in self-denial, self-delusion and self-oblivion.

Have you ever led your group to charge forward, and you ran with all your might, shout with all your voice, and you suddenly stop - only to feel like a freaking fool with no one beside you at all.

And by then, it might be too late to realise that everyone else is somewhere else.

And today, I realised all along I only had 2 main pillars of support.

And this post would have been filled with much more angst and sounded much more emo, have I not given time for reprieve and have God not shown me that I was wrong to feel the way I did.

And yes, you - you who sent me an sms just a while ago and I replied saying God was using you - you were the one He used to show He remembers me and still loves me.

22:21; The Pianist'

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