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Thursday, 18 September 2008

Conversations and relationships

And it's my first week in camp following my return from thailand. Pretty interesting week - busy planning my offs and leaves, busy scheduling the guys' offs/leaves/duties, physical training, gym, bball, getting to know the new specs that just came in, catching up with ppl who matter.

And my legs are aching like anyth - a result of not exercising for a long time. Ohwells, and yuensheng was really cute and funny in the way he was walking around at JP yesternight. HAHA.

Been a pretty nice week. Had a chance to just talk with jianliang after planning his offs/leaves. Talked about chinese customs, Buddhist stuff, Christian stuff and a whole lot on religion and values. Always appreciate such moments in camp when I get to interact with people and share my knowledge, while at the same time, get to know about others too.

Then on the train home today, managed to talk to kokhou. It's always just nice to be able to have chat with him - more or less my chat buddy in camp ba. Always willing to just talk about anything under the sun, from religion, to uni stuff, to life in general and things like that. Today we were talking about politics and the situation in m'sia and talking abt anwar and then went on to chee soon juan and somehow it went to charities and charismatic ppl and it ended up with Hitler. Talked about how history would have changed had Hitler made a couple of different decisions, and yeap, went on to discuss abt history and things like that. I thought it was really nice to have a fren who could hold such intellectually stimulating conversations. Yes, a break away from silly random things that I sometimes find myself engaging in.

And this was what made me think of my previous post in feb..

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the other half..

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides..

ppl have always asked me what i look for in my other half.. never could really give a substantial enough ans but today just kinda realised a few pointers:

i dun need you to be that streetsmart or be a certain level of maturity since aft all the whole process is one of learning and exploration..

i need you to be someone who can strike up a conversation, making me feel comfortable and at ease with simply words, not one who remains silent majority of the time..

i need you to be someone who can give me a sense of security amidst this ever-changing world, so much so that i can just lay my head on your lap with you patting my head and letting me know everything will be just fine, tt we will face things together..

and most impt of all, i need you to be someone who can keep my craziness and lame-ness in check, but knows when to let go and heck everyth, to just go crazy with me..

but, when will you appear..?

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And you can add to the list:
I need you to be someone who can talk about serious stuff with me, and hold intellectually stimulating conversations at times, and can put forward your own perspective and thinking.

23:23; The Pianist'

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