thePIANIST
Tuesday, 14 October 2008

The darker side

And as isaac puts it, everyone has his own darker phase in life which he has/had to walk through.

For some, it may be something personal - an action or a decision. For some, it may involve other people - a relationship or friendship that did not turn out well, or doing something which affected that person.

For some, it may be something big - breaking the law, getting into jail. For some, it may be something not as serious but still is a matter of big concern - a downhill relationship, or maybe the loss of something/someone.

No matter what, we all have had that dark phase in our lives.

Whether we are still in it, or have gotten out of it - that's where the difference lies.

And whether we learnt anything from that past.

But whether we plunge ourselves into that sticky dark past is a whole new question altogether, be it willingly or circumstantially.

And we find ourselves in that rut again, the whole influx of what-if, if-I-had-known and should-have in our mind starts stirring up all those feelings that we have buried some time ago, but are still all too familiar.

And when your daily life and routine is screwed up, you know that your obsession is getting in the way, eating you out from the inside of your heart and mind.

And spreading..



18:06; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;
~ice dragon~
edmund
twenty one
phpps tchs hci nus
bmt-b sispec-g eti-ep
npcc choir
piano

theLOVE;
violin
saxaphone
jazz
spiritual revival.renewal
books
lit
friends
love

theWISH;
personalised room
keyboard
games
books
love
guitar lesson
jazz piano lesson

theCHATTERBOX;




theESCAPES;

theHISTORY;