thePIANIST
Thursday, 7 May 2009

sleep, dream, live..

Haven't had such a nice long uninterrupted sleep in a long while. Wasnt awakened by the birds chirping, nor by my brother's alarm, nor by the hustle-and-bustle in the morning, nor did I have any dreams.. Yet, the moment I woke up, so many thoughts flooded my mind at once and I just lay there, rendered paralysed.


Sometimes, in life, you have those moments of weaknesses and vulnerabilities which you so unwittingly reveal to people - it's those times in life when you just seem to lose your self-control and everything else is thrown to the wind. And after everything do you realise that it may be something you'll regret. But what's happened has happened, it cannot be undone. Or maybe, sometimes you just don't want to undo it. And you wished that if only such incidents in life could be like a bad dream - after a good scare, you wake up and realise it's just a dream, and then slowly convince yourself to forget it.


But even so, you know that further on in life, you'll probably still be haunted by that dream...



15:13; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;
~ice dragon~
edmund
twenty one
phpps tchs hci nus
bmt-b sispec-g eti-ep
npcc choir
piano

theLOVE;
violin
saxaphone
jazz
spiritual revival.renewal
books
lit
friends
love

theWISH;
personalised room
keyboard
games
books
love
guitar lesson
jazz piano lesson

theCHATTERBOX;




theESCAPES;

theHISTORY;