thePIANIST

Monday, 28 September 2009

of childhood dreams and wishes..

Overheard my eldest bro talking to my sis at the dinner table just now, talking about G-shock and how it was pretty much the IN thing and THE thing to have back then when he was a kid. Now that explains his new watch ('cos I'm not a g-shock fan). Anyhows, he asked my sis what her childhood dream was.. and I thought about mine..

Recalling back to the past, I could never remember a time where I had really wanted something material. Well, at least not when I was a kid. As I grew older, I slowly entered the world of materialism (or explosively into the world of personal grooming, if you'd rather) and now I could name a thousand and one things that I would want to have. Well, figuratively at least.

Anyhows, I tried really hard to think of something that I had always wanted since young. Been thinking for a few hours now, all the way from dinner at 6+ till now. And somehow, there's only one word that kept popping out - love.

It was quite an unsettling outcome, but the more I thought about it, the more I seemed to agree. I wasn't craving so much for particular things that my parents would buy for me, but more for the love from my brothers and dad. Of course as I grew up, I came to understand that guys have their own unique way of showing their love and affection and I thank God for that as I came to understand how the dynamics work in my family. And then I started to crave for the love of my friends and then a relationship. It's pretty distraught-ing to talk about all these hear on a public cyber platform, considering that my friends and yes, even my family read all these. Still, I guess there's nothing wrong about me being ME (something, you know, booms), and I'm certain that everyone at some point in time would be craving for love and affection from their friends and hopefully a partner.

Don't wanna make this a seemingly emo post lest people think I'm a horribly unloved person. 'cos that's simply not true - with a family like mine, and with great friends around me, there's really nothing more that I could ask for. Or is there..?

02:10; The Pianist'

thePIANIST;

~ice dragon~
edmund
twenty one
phpps tchs hci nus
bmt-b sispec-g eti-ep
npcc choir
piano

theLOVE;

violin
saxaphone
jazz
spiritual revival.renewal
books
lit
friends
love

theWISH;

personalised room
~~keyboard~~
~~games~~
~~books~~
love
guitar lesson
jazz piano lesson

theCHATTERBOX;

theESCAPES;

theHISTORY;

theCREDITS;

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